Saturday, July 11, 2015

Smorgasboard

of insults with people talking to me for her.

Smorgasboard

of insults with people talking to me for her.

Why..

Why are these people doing illegal things to me and making fun of me for it?!

Racists!!

Why..

Why are these people doing illegal things to me and making fun of me for it?!

Racists!!

Why?

Why does Ellen play around with like, "Oh, you think you're so good, why don't you do this?"  Just a fact I'm wondering about, no offense.  She seems to really do it.  Like that's her lesson, but I think it reminds me of a kid..being a brat!  A whiny kid who wants all the attention.  Bossing people around!  Lotta people these days are bossy.  They were when I was younger, too.  So, she reminds me of a younger kid telling people what to do, for some reason.  And a lotta adults find this a popular lesson for some people they think are ^really^ "bad."

Why?

Why does Ellen play around with like, "Oh, you think you're so good, why don't you do this?"  Just a fact I'm wondering about, no offense.  She seems to really do it.  Like that's her lesson, but I think it reminds me of a kid..being a brat!  A whiny kid who wants all the attention.  Bossing people around!  Lotta people these days are bossy.  They were when I was younger, too.  So, she reminds me of a younger kid telling people what to do, for some reason.  And a lotta adults find this a popular lesson for some people they think are ^really^ "bad."

Problem

They keep beating on me.

Problem

They keep beating on me.

411

Ellen is attacking people who are nice to me.

411

Ellen is attacking people who are nice to me.

Something Strange

Why am I getting weird visions of Ellen punishing me, like her stereotypical things?  Why can't she stop fighting me?  You all keep lying about me and what I'm like.  She's so condescending.  Why can't she think of happy things to do?  I'm no troublemaker, especially when having fun.

Something Strange

Why am I getting weird visions of Ellen punishing me, like her stereotypical things?  Why can't she stop fighting me?  You all keep lying about me and what I'm like.  She's so condescending.  Why can't she think of happy things to do?  I'm no troublemaker, especially when having fun.

Why doesn't..

..anyone trust me, anymore?  Cuz I have bad parents?  Maybe, they were just poor and tired!  You're not supposed to complain about that!

Why doesn't..

..anyone trust me, anymore?  Cuz I have bad parents?  Maybe, they were just poor and tired!  You're not supposed to complain about that!

What a loser thing.

I can't live my life.

What a loser thing.

I can't live my life.

Problems

I feel stimulated inappropriately.  They won't leave me alone.  They are trying to manipulate my relationships.

Problems

I feel stimulated inappropriately.  They won't leave me alone.  They are trying to manipulate my relationships.

Problem

I was upset about my dad acting like changing his e-mail was associated with punishing me.  He leaves his bedroom door open more now, and it was supposedly not what it's good for, fresh air.  I wonder if that's why.  I don't feel as welcome to get in the shower, etc., tho.

Problem

I was upset about my dad acting like changing his e-mail was associated with punishing me.  He leaves his bedroom door open more now, and it was supposedly not what it's good for, fresh air.  I wonder if that's why.  I don't feel as welcome to get in the shower, etc., tho.

Being Mean/Critical to Me

Ellen cloaked her anger against me for not accepting Bella Thorne relaying the mean messages of Ellen to me.  She thinks I'm in trouble with her and she can mangle with my relationships.  She'll just sorta "jiggle off" her guilt, tho.

I don't mean to do anything wrong in saying this.  I feel stimulated inappropriately.

Being Mean/Critical to Me

Ellen cloaked her anger against me for not accepting Bella Thorne relaying the mean messages of Ellen to me.  She thinks I'm in trouble with her and she can mangle with my relationships.  She'll just sorta "jiggle off" her guilt, tho.

I don't mean to do anything wrong in saying this.  I feel stimulated inappropriately.

Messages in a Bottle/Genie in a Bottle

I keep getting negative messages, supposedly from Ellen DeGeneres, coming up I didn't think of later.  I thought she was supposed to be nice, not evil.  She will just act like she didn't do it after it happened.  It was still like she did it.

Messages in a Bottle/Genie in a Bottle

I keep getting negative messages, supposedly from Ellen DeGeneres, coming up I didn't think of later.  I thought she was supposed to be nice, not evil.  She will just act like she didn't do it after it happened.  It was still like she did it.

"Wasting" You All's Time

You people wanna "waste your time" fighting about things to stimulate me like I'm some invalid boy in a bubble, you "waste" your own time doing the wrong things.

How do we make sure they don't "waste" other people's lives?  I mean, if they matter, so do we.  This sounds as though it's really an important topic.  We can't "waste time."

The topic was that people being to me are just "wasting" their own time and unfortunately mine and others's.  It's something I don't want to happen.  Who's the "ring leader??"

"Wasting" You All's Time

You people wanna "waste your time" fighting about things to stimulate me like I'm some invalid boy in a bubble, you "waste" your own time doing the wrong things.

How do we make sure they don't "waste" other people's lives?  I mean, if they matter, so do we.  This sounds as though it's really an important topic.  We can't "waste time."

The topic was that people being to me are just "wasting" their own time and unfortunately mine and others's.  It's something I don't want to happen.  Who's the "ring leader??"

Ugh!

People keep bugging me that I'm not that good and wonder why I get upset.

Ugh!

People keep bugging me that I'm not that good and wonder why I get upset.

Mad at me?

Why does anyone have the right to be mad at me?  I don't have the right to be mad at anyone.

Mad at me?

Why does anyone have the right to be mad at me?  I don't have the right to be mad at anyone.

Help! No!

I think my dad made my mom mean to me.  He's a "crackpot."  He goes around the house whining wanting to be racist like my older aunt's husband because Ellen told him to I bet.  He don't know right from wrong, but he do know he was born in 1950.  He think it's just a game in some weird way.

Help! No!

I think my dad made my mom mean to me.  He's a "crackpot."  He goes around the house whining wanting to be racist like my older aunt's husband because Ellen told him to I bet.  He don't know right from wrong, but he do know he was born in 1950.  He think it's just a game in some weird way.

My Dad

He's on a rampage against me secretly.  He, like most people, against me, do something that's stupid, revel in the fact their glorious mother would have something against me if they didn't do something.  How's that feel?  Rubbish!  Maybe, I'm just stuck.  You know I don't start things against people.  Does that make me *** cuz I'm still not good enough?  You'd say that about anyone.

Don't take this too literally.  I discovered something in the thought process.

My Dad

He's on a rampage against me secretly.  He, like most people, against me, do something that's stupid, revel in the fact their glorious mother would have something against me if they didn't do something.  How's that feel?  Rubbish!  Maybe, I'm just stuck.  You know I don't start things against people.  Does that make me *** cuz I'm still not good enough?  You'd say that about anyone.

Don't take this too literally.  I discovered something in the thought process.

A Bad Life

Why is my life so bad?

I think everyone's must be.

I mean, if I feel upset, you can tell and you tell me it's bad but it's not that bad but you won't stop saying that.  How whimpy people are.  They get so hypertense over things.  I don't eve know if you understand.  I used to live life like a normal person, in a way.  Sound familiar?  I did not just say hi I don't know you but I'm Vietnamese.  So, "don't sit there" thinking I'm talking from that POV cuz I don't disrespect Vietnamese and we should leave it at that.  Have you ever met a Vietnamese?  Why are we talking about race?

A Bad Life

Why is my life so bad?

I think everyone's must be.

I mean, if I feel upset, you can tell and you tell me it's bad but it's not that bad but you won't stop saying that.  How whimpy people are.  They get so hypertense over things.  I don't eve know if you understand.  I used to live life like a normal person, in a way.  Sound familiar?  I did not just say hi I don't know you but I'm Vietnamese.  So, "don't sit there" thinking I'm talking from that POV cuz I don't disrespect Vietnamese and we should leave it at that.  Have you ever met a Vietnamese?  Why are we talking about race?

What?

What do you think I am, some piece of *beep* that needs ***?

I dunno who's really doing this, but I liked living at home from college when I wasn't allowed in my major.  What exactly is this "service?"  I don't need to be made into a clown to be cool.  How does that make you cool?  I know I get that, too, when people wanna reprimand me.  It might be a punishment and not a help.

What?

What do you think I am, some piece of *beep* that needs ***?

I dunno who's really doing this, but I liked living at home from college when I wasn't allowed in my major.  What exactly is this "service?"  I don't need to be made into a clown to be cool.  How does that make you cool?  I know I get that, too, when people wanna reprimand me.  It might be a punishment and not a help.

A BIg Deal

I happened to close the door a little louder.  So what?

A BIg Deal

I happened to close the door a little louder.  So what?

Problem

They are playing with me in private like a remote control, and now they changed who is doing it to someone I don't like cuz I thought with the word k***!  Give me a break!  I don't wanna do that!  They wouldn't stop!

Problem

They are playing with me in private like a remote control, and now they changed who is doing it to someone I don't like cuz I thought with the word k***!  Give me a break!  I don't wanna do that!  They wouldn't stop!