Thursday, September 3, 2015

Lame Excuse

My dad is ruining my life acting like he can control me as an adult, to stimulate me.  "That's not it," he relays, as I think how unfairly I am treated.

Problem

They're sitting there saying if a curse word enters my mind the next day is meditated on as bad.  Same if anything is a mishap.  Talk about stress.  You encourage kids to be positive, and I'm not a kid for you to boss around unfairly.

Problem

Why are you all here altering my life because of interpreting something I did as bad?

Problem

You just get mad all the time for no reason.

Problem

They keep invading my privacy and taking important things from me.

Problem

They were acting like they were ripping the face of someone I like.

Problem

My dad thinks I "answer" to people who I like so they should punish just me for no reason.  I'm an innocent adult!!

Problem

They won't be quiet.

Problem

You have no right to frame me and tell me you can treat me like *beep*

OK

They're getting physical.

Problem

They're putting pressure on me.

Problem

It's not okay.  You can't mistreat me.

Problem

I'm not bad.  I never started anything.

Problem

They are being mean to me just for asking something!  They acted like Ellen did this.

Problem

Why's all this happening just to me?

Problem

Why is the news so annoying?

Problem

I don't care @ you telling me this and that about if I get upset or am aggressive.  I am not, and I will not take this treatment, neither!!  There's no *beep* about whatever you claim I did in the past.

Wow, and this city is trash.

You are..

..mean people are rude and disrespectful

The Word "S***"

That's what I call trash.

The N Word

I think it came up cuz I was treated like I didn't matter cuza my mixed race.

Grr

to the people in my room!

WHAT

What's your problem?!

Problem

It's not all about if I post on her or not.

People act like how dare I do something, but I'd think that'd apply to others with how things are going in certain instances.

Examples.. I'm not doing anything wrong, and people are telling me what I can and cannot do.

Problem

Are you trying to fight me?

I'm having problems..

..reacting or I guess figuring to ignore.

Problem

I guess you think this blog means something.

I am sick of that person being used over me for Ellen being used over me, like I'm a tacky person here.

Problem

They are making animal noises.

Problem

These people are acting like I did something.

Problem

My mom was being annoying cuz I get mad when my dad is mean to me secretly.

Problem

No one else does this.

I have a teacher from where my dad is from and she was fired.

Problem

I don't wanna be unaccepted for stupid reasons.

More

Even the city has this on me.

and

You (all) just have it that I shouldn't write it down, that I should be mum.  I didn't do anything.  So, what do you think this blog is for?  Did you notice I even have a category for my therapist, if I write too much otherwise?

Rebellion

My dad has it on me that if I think of a bad word the next day the whole day is meditated on me being in trouble.