Getting Better, Too Late

I tried not to think of those nasty, useless words.

Upset

I'm tired of all this "it's too late" to me.  What I do isn't hurting other people's feelings.

Why do I see people on TV just dropping it to me?  I never was treated like that in real life.  Who has been rumoring me in the attention I get?

No..

You put people above me?  I don't want the kind of affection you just fed..

People Experimenting on Me

They boss me around.  Like, my relationships have all been sharpened via them.

No..

You alluded this shouldn't happen.  Why were you able to do this?  Was it the car ride with my mom where she basically ordered I shut up?  She is so mean to me, sometimes.

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I think they've already ingrained him in me.

LOL get a load'a this

I got a death threat that Dr. Phil is the equivalent to my Creator and Bella Thonre has Ellen, like I can't take that, neither.  Ellen was snapping about this at me, too, honestly.  I could not even think about it.  I seemed to at one point have one thing and one thing only.  I like others on condition I can like who I like in what order rather than just people I am more incompatible with.

Not Taking Dr. Phil "in Stride"

I'm not going to be the one to do it!  Not everyone else is.  Ellen is stalking me with these things.  How manic!

Ron Paul - 2020

Why is he making a compilation after Dr. Phil's 20/20 diet?  I know it's been done to annoy me.  Ellen took it upon herself to inform him to do something, overall very tacky, too, to be honest.  It might have another reason, but that's not what breaks it in.

OCD

They want me to OCD over Dr. Phil and made up disgusting ways, like I'm a blended mix of his uncut ring finger nail that he displayed with his hand and fingers clenched together.  They said that was my chest and now its "ice cream."

Dr. Phil is nice but needs to learn to find his kind rather than just, like, binging getting down with teenage girls like he does.

I'm the one who used to watch and follow him online and appreciate him, for about a month.  I don't need to have it rubbed in like I don't appreciate him.  I never said I had "a thing" with him, so I don't need this weirdness.