They want to dress up others as me in spite of me!

It seems

if I stop saying Ellen did it Ellen did it she starts laughing, like if I try to ignore it.

I don't get it.

People want to blame the good person for everyone's supposedly unwanted oddities in ways.

Sorry

for the confusion using a bad word

Upset

I kept rattling my stuff and was worried about my mom and lost my mind about my dad.  Please pray.

No Offense

I know I said Ellen gave my mom cancer, possibly by accident but not possibly not.  It's not a nice thing to say, but I don't know how to explain myself.  It's not really okay, but I'm not gonna do anything bad to her.  If it was accidental or she didn't do it, I hope she's okay, too.

Problem

My dad also went on sending secret messages like that now I wasn't special.  He's got a problem.

Feel Better About Something

I feel better about not worrying too much about Ellen DeGeneres cuz I just saw her on YouTube.

Having Trouble

Leaving my problems behind.

STOP IT

"Yo Drew;do me a favor bro;vocaro a message wishing my girl a Happy Birth"

UGH

"I wish i was born a demon instead of a human.... or even an angel..."

Problem

Ellen told someone to post "gay guy" at the airport.

Making Me Do Everything, Letting Me Do Nothing I Want

What's this from Ellen, "I know in the end you're gonna win."  Like, I have to make other people beat me fakely?

What I Found

You can always have someone make a person to suffer.  That would mean we'd all be suffering.

Racist!

I will not take anyone's racist bullshit.  No one else does this.  You're racist.

Being in My Life

You know you've gone too far.  Pushing me to get mad.  Taking out what in my life is okay that makes me happy.  You can't even be in my life.  You never talk about this stuff online.  You don't sort out your thoughts in an online journal.

I was upset rationally.

You all had to go and change things.  You won't leave me alone cuz I'm always tired.

Stop

Ellen DeGeneres is attacking me.  Can someone do something about it?  I thought she was nice on the show.  What about my mom getting cancer?  Don't just keep doing what you're doing like that tacky thing!

Stop

She won't stop mimicking her own mom to me.  Ellen had better do her nastiness out in the open so we can know what it is and stop it.  That's why I'm posting this.  They just changed something again on the computer when I finished posting that.  How lame.  Can't you leave me alone, you criminals?  You wasted my life!

Can't you ever be there for someone?

You think I said that Ellen gave my mom cancer somehow, and she thinks it's bad.  Well, I'm just saying I think she did.  And that means everyone will get mad if they find she did.

Maybe, it was coupled with my mom's other hardships.  I don't know how she kept going nor if there were any signs.

See

She's being a perv.  I felt it.

Problem

Ellen just sent me an Asian message to be cute.  I'm serious about this.  I don't like it.

Wrong

Ellen is wrong because she is mean.

Did you know

Ellen is very sensitive to how we treat her mom and an accident is why no one is positive with me to this day?

I can already see

that Ellen did it.  I said Ellen was m********** in pleasure that my mom got glasses from 2 car accidents putting pressure on the area to the side.  What else could have caused it in secret?  And if you wonder about if she didn't do it, it was an accident.  So what if I said that?  She's a conformist.  She probably did that, too.  That's 1 reason I said it.  I posted later it had been adult humor untested.  I went to go remove it almost a year later maybe and it was gone.

Problem

Why does Ellen DeGeneres to think there's a reason to give a snoot that I'm never that good because I'm supposedly spoiled for something that's good and work?  I see them slamming stuff in my face.

1 Thing I Know

You all did something bad I didn't do, and so you feel Ellen is better than you.  You are trying to drag me down to your level.  Admit it.  It's true.  You'd better stop being bad to me.

No, you will not tell me how to live my life.

They want me to stop liking people who look like Ellen, but that's what my life is.  You can't tell Ellen to stop being Ellen.

and

I didn't do anything wrong.  If I did, it was a mistake.

I just seriously said

you can't punish me.

Back

Ellen thinks she can call a guy gay and say, "I did it."