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Apology

Sorry.  I know they did not like that I sometimes said "stimulated" alone without saying "in a bad way."  I didn't keep bringing it up.  Other people I guess around me were repeating it like it doesn't matter because I'm shit but guessing they get their needs met.

Problem

They said it was real.

Problem

They added the other part.

Problem

People I trusted are older than someone I look up to and busy crossing them up.

Fickle

Sometimes YouTube doesn't have the arrow to move on.

Problem

They said they did it!

They are doing things I don't like and just not giving the full blow.

Problem

Maybe someone I look up to said to die cuz I woke up late.

Problem

What did I do?

I get the feeling

They won't stop.  This is really getting bad, too.  I feel abandoned from what was cuz I didn't wake up.

Really Messing With Me

They said I have to go back.  YouTube on my cell stops after each song now.  I didn't do anything.  I just felt badly from my mom some.  Why is this such a big deal?  I feel so picked on.  Just some f.y.i.

Problem

Just cuz I woke up late they are giving what's mine to someone I look up to.  Things that are important.

Something Annoying

An older man looked up when I did After passing cuz I was curious he acted strangely to me.

Issue

I'm just sitting here and people are surrounding me telling me what I just did tho I am doing nothing.  They don't seem to matter to themselves as long as they are in the right.

Problem

I got an ad that might be a bad secret message.

People won't quit watching and bothering me.

Problem

Other people are being the ones to affect me.

Issue

Some things just don't matter.

A Real Problem

Since the Presidential election they have been stimulating someone I look up to.

Problem

People want the person I look up to to be the baby hero of the world.

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres is set on overly stimulating someone I look up to.

More

She's acting like what I say doesn't matter and she does when she has nothing to say.

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres won't stop being mean to me.

What?

They just did something old to something new maybe.

Problem

They won't stop stimulating someone I look up to like I did something.

Problem

This is shit.  I feel like I can't enjoy anything.

More

They said they're not doing me but stimulating someone I look up to more.

Problem

There keep saying I can't have things in the future, like things I'll use, just for no reason.

Why were they so insane about me waking up late?  I keep having to hear it. I was being beat repeatedly.

Problem

They might keep making me feel like someone I don't wanna being driven.

Issue

They are trying to make me feel badly.

Topic

They must be making someone I look up to feel good in more bad ways seemingly.

Question

What is there to be happy about now?  I can't seem to focus on any good things.  I just feel at risk and attacked.

Issue

Now, everyone thinks I am bad.

I didn't do anything, but they were itching at me like a prey when I was a bit rough at first.  I was still upset, didn't know anyone else was there.  Right when I was to get out, they were at me.  Guess you can tell if I get upset.  It has changed my emotional life cuz they wouldn't stop enjoying beating at me.

Issue

My mom thinks nothing matters.

People are messing with me, like how I feel privately.

They think I was late cuz I like to feel good.

Problem

My hand is shaking.

Problem

They are messing with me and keep adding more like before.

Problem

They kept cycling outta control.  They would not stop.

Problem

They said I did something.

Problem

As I left, they psyched out my hands to that person I don't wanna and about to do something.

Problem

There's no stopping!

Issue

They said they didn't take it away but are still forcing me with someone too.

Problem

It is still happening!

Problem

I didn't do anything wrong.

Problem

They even mixed someone I don't wanna to someone I look up to.  Still zoning it out.

Problem

They are trying to take from me talking secretly to people because I thought of a word I said in my mind cuza the road.

Also, they are assimilating me with some strong signal and force inconveniently to someone else.

They won't stop!  They took my relationship!

Problem

They are interfering.  They said people I know are 

Problem

They keep picking on me.

They think this is big and in general I do not accept some things.

They are still taking from me and big kinda.

Problem

They keep hurting me!

Problem

I had my earplugs and TV on and didn't wake to my alarm cuz the TV didn't go off neither and they are ruining a relationship and feeling good.  People think I am bad.  They're just going to get me I trouble.  They are still doing it.