My parents were acting like they would abuse if I ever had any children or stimulate them by giving them the cold shoulder, like I'm just trash. So, I imagined what if I was yelling at them and cursing and my dad continued to beat at me so I thought of some bad words.
I left the room to eat. They kept making noises and acting like I threw one at them, and bad words came up. I guess I'm supposed to not let that happen.
I was thinking cursing was not bad, so I wanted to do it, but they keep hurting me if I do. I don't really attack innocent people.