I think Ellen DeGeneres is overly "stimulating" someone I look up to just to punish me. I don't mean just feeling really good but feeling tippy about me now and instead of whatever they felt before. It's good to feel a little silly sometimes for anyone, but this is just craziness.
Why do some people think it has to happen.. before things might not have been good, but they let all out and in a bad way "stimulated" this person. I can't really be happy because I don't believe they are doing the right thing like they say. They don't care about everyone else who has to go through with this. What they are doing might be a failed effort at making someone feel good in a weird way.
You know, it's right there. Just say this person is the only best person in the world who people wanna feel for and watch feel the prize of stimulation. Of course they do this, but all these people are either bad or recruits like *Nazis, which it seems like for some reason actually.
They just tell me only this person "deserves" this. They think it's time to throw me out, as they've been doing to my life for 10 years. This is just the next step.
*apology post