They have associated me with things/people in ways I don't wanna. They act like life will get better, but it hasn't.
I don't start complaining about someone getting pleasurable attention, in a certain bad way.. However, I feel a still in the air because on Election Day some people in line were acting mean to me and I got blamed secretly for trying to turn it off. I came home, and my dad was weird and acting like my vacation would be ruined. I forgot I could at least tell myself I didn't deserve it. I was upset and made a fist in my room etc. I was upset doing laundry cuz they got upset I did that, like it would affect the election, something anyone would do.