What am I putting myself up for?
I must admit it.
I can't seem to think straight. I don't know anyone who can help.
I think I'm gonna find something to do. 1st, I need to clean up my room and buy some things. Maybe, later on, I'll find something I can depend on, something I can believe in.
As far as being a joke, if anyone is wondering who knows what I'm talking about, I'm just wondering because I feel bad and then I was treated badly for a long while.