I already explained what happened. I was being attacked. I'll try not to attack..
They kept going and I guess I could not think. I guess I'm working on it. Like I said. Can I pretend to blow a person down? I have to have something ready, in case, so I think of the right thing, tho I don't wanna think about that. This'll be on you if "something happens." Or just the fact I can't really control this. You know, I'm 1/2 Asian and often not treated normally like I act. I think that has messed with my mind. Deep in the roots.