You secretly quite give a *beep* about Ellen after she was mean to me. She'd just roll her eyes were she to follow this post. And it's about it, too, isn't it? I didn't start anything mean with you. You just don't like me cuz you stopped caring, you all stopped. It's all for Bella and no one else, everything I do. I don't expect anything, but I don't want to be on someone's bad list cuz you all won't quit *beep*ing me!!
Oh, yes, I see people are nice but if I get upset at something they take it out on me and made me wish I hadn't known about them, yet. Like I said, wish I hadn't watched Ellen yet! IT'S NOT OKAY. You lie if you think it's okay to watch your show cuz it's not worth being made fun of and getting in trouble for watching cuz we "aren't ready."
You think of things that I didn't think but thought of. It seems my life is about it, now. It's about the insults I get which throw off my thinking.. or maybe this is a bad opportunity?
What about Ellen? Who's "ready?"