Problem?

I did end up mentioning Ellen in my posts.  I have established the fact that she's playing in the experiment against me.  I do recall Ellen acts okay mostly but has hidden agendas.  I keep recepting images of her stereotype being mean.. to me.  How can that be?  She won't stop affecting the lives of me and those I care about.  I guess she doesn't let things go.  She may be wrong and ditzy, so I don't have to listen.  All I did was curse about noises she wanted put in my room.  So, if Ellen is being good would be fine then of course.. but if she's doing all these secret messages against me, I just don't feel things settling in well.  She has hidden agendas.  I feel as tho people I care about are in danger and so am I.  She didn't really tell me very clearly to stop cursing about the noises, tho I know for sure she wouldn't want me to.  That's not to her to decide.  I hope or tried not to direct it at her specifically.  I don't think I called her things much.  When I did, it was a big thing, which I probably apologized for, or I *bleeped* it out.  You know, she does this probably because she's so harsh.