Thursday, November 10, 2016

Why?

My dad is bothering me.  He is trying to affect me sexually, and I don't know why he does it.

I just lost it.  I didn't hit anything nor stomp my foot hard.  I just squealed and grabbed my head and hair.

I had a hard time ironing kinda, didn't know if I was putting down the iron right sorta.

I almost knocked a pan over but by accident.

I wonder if I broke a rule in this.  1st, I think my dad lied and affected me sexually when I didn't want to be.  He doesn't touch me, so I can't say what I didn't like in what way.  Then, I was just upset and ironed for awhile.  I looked at my mom for why she was acting like I was punished then she stole from me sexually.  I was upset in the bathroom, just squealed and held my head/hair and stuff, a bit aggressive.  Then, I came out and told you some of that.  I squealed again.

I'm so sorry.  I think I've lost it.  I also was a little aggressive and grabbed the mouse quite abruptly.