My dad used the word "kill" as a joke for ever feeling good. His jokes come true. He was concerning someone I like. I came out to do laundry and he's in his room.
The people watching me think I'm their dog they're snapping on a leash. All my relationships they can affect. They are treating me like I'm submissive.
Whenever I get over something, by dad returns.
Also, anything people do bad to me they want me to submit like I deserve it, like someone I like said it instead it seems.