If something happens or just enters my head by accident once, they get at me for what seems almost/sometimes relatively long and scaring me later about it.
Most people seem to settle then and there, to see if it was an issue, and these people act badly a lot. People just figure something is wrong and feel sorry for them.
I'm just saying it's really sad cuz I know I fumbled. They want me to feel even worse, but they don't do this to other people. I don't fully get this regard. It's like going to jail accidentally carrying unpaid merchandise out of a store, not sure what really happens then tho.
Also, they get mad if it involves other people. It's an accident. I also feel awkward that I am so tested like this.
I don't know what to make of this. I feel knocked over, like I'm worthless. I'm frustrated I think for no good reason they are making things hard like this.
I think they just see it with me as black and white, bad and good. That's like saying everyone should just be able to do something. Do you get it? What if you're used to something else? Also, it's not true you can always keep yourself from thinking bad things and maybe something moreso if you have a bad life. It can be easier to keep from actually saying them so much at all. Also, there are other issues, like what people consider, black, white, and gray. Sometimes, people get stressed, etc., too.