Sorry I am so immature, but I am paranoid schizophrenic and sensitive to me being followed being told I don't fit in.
For specific things, now being my mind went out of control when I felt I knew it would but I kept being or feeling bothered. It concerned someone else when I was mad. It just happened, and I don't want to say it.
What can I do about this?
..I'm also sorry I used a word in the same paragraph as talking about someone else concerning us but about me, using the bad word.
So, I dunno. I can keep trying. You know, people around me were negative growing up, like at maybe some or this one Catholic school. This stuff is in my head. Can you help me? I get in big trouble if I think of something bad by accident. I don't really get in big trouble if it's because I can't help it, but sometimes I think it when mad and it seems like I meant to say that when I never do. The thoughts can jump at me. I mean, I don't say that stuff here.