Tuesday, November 8, 2016

Problem

I went to a gas station to get something before I voted.  Some German seeming American boy came in after me as I held the door open.  I think he left with bullshit on his mind and people knew "what happened."  A young-seeming boy with a long beard came in after and kept looking at me.  "That was it!"  Of course, I didn't like him, as he reacted negatively to me.  The person selling me the drink was weird, too.

I went to vote.  People thought something was a little wrong in front of me mostly and I looked at them.  They kept acting up in front of me sending me mean secret messages, like that I was bad.

I came home, and my dad is acting like he's the one to stimulate me and said my trip meant nothing and something else means nothing cuz I was rough in my room.  I went back out and he was mean again.


So, it was a miserable voting time with those nincompoops.  They just kept focusing on me being supposedly bad.  It was a chain reaction.

They are testing me in my room spying on me, too.

I'm worried people will make me lose my relationships significantly.

I didn't do anything wrong!  My dad was so upfront with me.  I just was mad about the people.  Sometimes I had eye contact and shuffled on the ground, as they wouldn't stop and going on and on.

They are mad at me for being snappy in my room.  I did sorta stomp as I walked back when my dad was acting abusive sexually.  He kept messing with me, like he "had" me.  So, because of my foolish dad, I am losing out.  The people around me couldn't bear it, neither, outside in cars etc.  This is all a big surprise.

They said I'm never it for something that's big to us people, too, if I got mad again.  I don't approve of being tested like that.

What did I do?  I was upset and stomped my foot and wriggled in my chair and said "no" and stuff, but so what?  I'm in my room and I'm not crazy.  I guess I lost it again.  My dad is such a big pooper.

They interjected again and said I'm always off because of how I innocently described my dad.  What is his problem?  He keeps acting mean.  He finds out if I've masturbated and makes it worse.  They are stimulating someone I know inappropriately.  They are taking them from how it was before.