I can't have people I would've liked doing this for my dad. Do they like
him? and not me? I can't seem to have a natural experience because of this experiment, where they aren't even nice to me. How did he get involved in everything I like? He's always rude, and these people are busting their gut to get at me. They want me to like him, while they are mean on his orders. These people cannot be trusted. So, he acts nice sometimes, just so I like
him, but he's the one making others I like who are cool/popular or whatever be mean to me. Why do I have to say this to get it thru, it's wrong! It looks pathetic.. like, who cares??