..my is my dad's youngest sister more fierce about her daughter than other parents, and with someone like me? She just doesn't see into it because it's her daughter. She seems upset about who she is from her dad, to be honest, and even my other aunt, who has no kids, thinks so. With the word fierce, I know I mean to say my dad, his little sisters.. and mom are fierce against me and for their wayward family. My gramma could be reasonable, but she's not cuz she'd be the only one. I'm sorry for the opening thought. I guess I just meant they seem especially fierce towards me about my cousin getting attention. I don't know, I think most moms are fierce. But here it's the whole family, even my dad against me and for my cousin. It's just not the same with her around, no one cares about me like before. She would go rampaging about. I think people believe she split the family. I want her to be close to her mom, whose not in trouble for some reason, which of course she must be close in some ways. About rampaging about family get-togethers, even my aunt's in-laws suggest she represents the family and don't like me cuz I hung out with her - cuz she's my cousin and yes she can be cool, too, when she's nice. Yes, we did fight some but not bad bad, more lately in meeting.
This post is just what I've been thinking and some 411, no attempt to like be flat out insulting, however you wish to perceive me. I mainly want to say my dad, his little sisters, and sometimes even mom are fierce, like in a bad or mean way. They are scared to be nice to me, like in some fantasy I did something that allows them to be like that.