I see them sitting there counting out my dad and someone I like getting babies, and while I tolerate it find something of the nature of it, however, "off" and of ill-intent. They do it cuz I was upset when they started and think it's funny to play blame with me. I see it and my dad doing it and leaving signs, and I even find it to seem rather self-centered. It's like I don't matter, anymore, and they do. What a lie. I never want to find this situation falling onto me from the sky. I'm already under their constant radar. They play around and at 1st are nice then change and act like I need to be punished. They don't accept new ways of thinking. "They just punish it." Something a little off to them, "punished."
In a way, in saying this, I don't mean to be mean to my dad about the idea but find it extremely wrong. The result comes, in feeling taunted and somesuch.
And of course they make me out of control mad on the inside. So, it's hard to think and I don't say anything, tho.