My mom is sending mean secret messages like I'm just gonna deal with it. They tend to do these mean things, even if I don't say anything. I'm writing a story, and they rubbed in someone in a bad way. What if this memory comes back, too? I don't hurt people with this. I'm actually pretty serious about what happens.
She's just doing whatever she wants like "zing zanging" cuz I was splashing around etc. in the tub when feeling bad. It was an interesting experience, probably because of last night. She just acts like I'm some weirdo as I got off to my room to report "what comes out."
You might think it doesn't matter if it happens to me, but my mom had a certain attitude, too.
So what if I'm mad? They are being mean.
What about my story? I'm writing one! They bothered me.
I was trying to feel better, but I just can't. It's just "unfortunate." No one else has this happen to them.
They're messing up the feel of the story! Why do they keep taking from me?
My mom is being bemused, giddy, and, I forget, like "delirious" but like she's on top of me here. It's a negative effect.
I also need to get to bed for a big day tomorrow, which should have been today or yesterday and before, but I had bad experiences.
They keep inflicting people on me now.
I could let it go, but something about it seemed big.