I wish I coulda calmed down 1st. I didn't or don't mean anything to hurt any one person. I explained what upset me. I just wanted to explain what upset me. I think I freaked out when I coulda thought of something else.. I guess it makes sense, but not the part where I'm the one that loses it. Stuff happens. I know this won't be looked on well by some. I need to cool it and recognize what should be by me. I'm just upset about my being seen as guilty. I need to ignore this stuff and try to live an attractive life, find the other fellow kids like me.