(1) I keep getting made fun of for something I did before we moved away from Florida at home. Who'd know? My friends already dumped me.
(2) Ellen DeGeneres started paying attention to a girl. 1st, she got mad for no apparent reason and filled my room with bothersome sounds, clicks and the way my computer loaded or had annoying glitches. 2nd, after I cursed about it, not about her herself, she decided to "wait until I was done" and made her big move saying she didn't care about anything about me but instead it's all for this other girl. Now, everyone's doing it, like so. I had put her at the top of my Twitter followers. It wouldn't matter if it was just in Ellen's hands. People copied her, 1st I remember was Sarah Brightman and then Josh Groban. I think someone I haven't yet mentioned does it, but he keeps acting guilty or unsure partly about it, tho he's the current hottie around and the girl is lucky enough he takes a liking to her tho I see that the most recent hottie doesn't follow her as much in spirit and will.
(3) Every supper seems gone amiss. I just feel so attacked, like intruded upon, poked at, invaded.. I just make noises that sound like "stop" and that cut off the negativity. I was sad today they all pounced at me. I accidentally pushed my plate into my cup without knowing and not knowing why I did it. My brother did that on purpose once.. They kept reacting like I started it, but I didn't. How pathetic. Don't baby me and tell me what to do. I know to ignore it. Anyway, it was sad because it was my brother's birthday meal home from college.
(4) Sacrifice: It seems as though people are making my life shit and dedicated to shit insofar as Ellen and that girl go. I see lotta people in glasses. They might have known I got upset of something to do with glasses. I see people growing beards and mustaches. It makes me wonder. Now, tanning your skin? for that girl? because she's mixed but "fair?" The big thing is everyone is like in glasses now. The general thing is examples of ways people sacrifice for either female. They have more love for that girl. She doesn't have to do anything. They're just using me. They are using me as a foil to her. They want to act like they are something big and bad, but they're not big, just bad.