They came in weirdly and reminded me of getting ready to shoot with a gun.
They keep staring me down affectedly thinking "until it isn't it." They want me to think I am totally wiped out worthless. It's just cuz I thought of a bad word by accident in a situation and other reasons I'm unsure of. I didn't even think it in a bad way like they think.
This isn't fair. People keep attacking me.
I am upset I feel pressured to just go around feeling like I am shit and deserve nothing at all.
My face feels like it's dying, the life escaping.
They also keep saying there was one person I liked a lot of a little while and had no time to be mad during knowing and therefore am stuck with them alone. They just said someone I look up to wants their eyes crossed all the time. Pathetic. Why do they keep annoying me?
Why did they send me that message like that in the 1st place that made me think of a bad word to people annoying me? and seeming like I almost said it in a bad way, they think? Do I need to slow down in private thoughts cuz I think I already have?
They turn on so annoyingly about waiting for me to feel like I'm just worthless. The light goes on and mine goes off.