My pastor is secretly punishing me harshly for someone that either was not or I did not know was wrong, just because it's a thought, and flips the idea around like he has to do it cuz other people would be mad.
It seems to have had a negative affect on my life.
I just gave him presents and I asked once and he said it was okay. I was able to do it after masses.
I came home and went to bed after awhile, and I awoke to trouble.