Something Funny

They think this is just pretend, but they took someone I look up to who is hard to get to talk to and made it like a play version of them just hanging in some overly close way with people I've tried to include or have included somewhat in my life, maybe pretending it's just an idea and not in any sense "actually" happening.  I mean, this person is hard to talk to, in a way.  Lots of people would like to talk to then, I'm pretty sure.  They know, tho, that they are different and it wouldn't go well and people in situations like this with me make up weird reasons why they don't talk to people who are hard to get to talk to.  I mean, they pop out of nowhere hanging out with someone I like a lot, maybe too much to make them tippy, which I think is a sacrifice socially.