Monday, May 23, 2016

Things Wrong

I don't like when I get in trouble because I don't wear the right clothes or am down on my luck.

I found out I cannot join the military because doctors pretended I had schizophrenia.  (You may be able to bend those rules in some cases.)  I see it as they want me on medicine so I can't feel in control of my life, feel pain and too tired to get up and do some things.  I can't believe my parents disowned me to this superstition.  Why should I abide by them?  I live with them and can't see how I could possibly live on my own without money nor energy to work.  My mom said I have to take this medicine if I live with them.  You know, I've even tried singing to get a record, my life's fruit of labor in some ways.