I don't even remember why I was mad. I guess I'll just have to ignore it.
I was just mad about life in general but could not stop feeling bad about it with something Ellen did, while trying to shower.. I dunno why. I was just with my parents at dinner. I was just upset in general. I even thought that by the time I got out.
Not that I think anyone else should have to go thru this. I think I should be fine, but I'm not.. I feel threatened.