I feel bad for my l last post being upset, calmed down apparently with some music. Why does my dad pursue me? I live here to be friendly. I don't really go out of my way to be around too much. I think he is having others be mean to me for him while he thinks I should "desire" him and him only, which isn't good. He is acting disposing of me, now. It sounds like Ellen DeGeneres, for some reason. It might not be her, but I think she does do some things to me that make me feel bad.