I should not be threatened if a curse word comes to my mind. No one else is if they say one. It isn't right. It's not nice. It's none of anyone's business. It makes me think them.
I was wondering, my dad keeps acting weirdly in 2 ways. 1, his oldest younger sister's husband was acting racistly around me, apparently, being mean like I was bad cuz I wouldn't accept he thought of me as "Viet." I did get upset and it could be told. But, now, my dad is acting like I'm offensive. This must be done for Ellen DeGeneres's "team." I simply said she didn't do anything racist to me, and she seemed mad, like she wanted to prove a point against me racially. She can be nice to me sometimes to show off, tho, and make other people have a certain experience. 2, he was very mean to act like he had pretend kids with someone I like. I don't know what's not in it in his "mad" rush. It was to offend me and use as another limitless array of punishments. It was not done like happily but meanly. It made me feel bad so I vented here, my blog. Now, he won't stop the clues, and it's *beep* annoying. He is acting like it is my fault. They want to think I "said something." Sometimes, my mom does not agree with my differences with her because of how I liked my dad more sometimes cuz he's white, no other reason, LOL. I mean, as people I kinda like them both the same. My relatives were upset, but they don't have my dad in their lives much like we have to. He is always testy and mad. Anyway, they just took what they could of it, saw my dad was not living a perfect life, and so got upset. They think because of that he's the victim, when he's not, and that he should have *** with the Queen of England and waltz around with their kids showing them off like we're riff raff. Anyway, to make a longer story short, it is making me lose it. They keep trying to pinpoint me for pain when I'm not a bad person. They are, apparently. This is the kind of thing that make people go insane. I'm not trying to complain. I just feel I'm gonna lose it again possibly. Recently, I got upset at a child acting racist against me. I didn't even make an advance to her. What she said just didn't matter. So, why am I treated like I'm a 2nd class citizen and I deserve to be treated badly? Boy, if aliens visit the Earth, they'll be in trouble and embarrassed and won't be able to win over.
They're being super annoying again. I'm sorry, but if I offend you and you say things against me I will not agree. It's no different when you're not onto me. They have no right to judge me.
They act like they can do whatever they want just to annoy me, like these pretend babies. They won't stop! I thought if I forgot about it it'd go away. They have no right to come in and nitpick at me.
They keep acting like they are having babies, my annoying older dad and someone I like! Like I can't say this here. This is my blog and life and you all have no right to be propelling this. My dad has nothing with this person more than anyone else can.
I just wanted to tell you I'm losing it. This is exactly the events and attitudes, things I say in this blog, you should not do.
I forgot about it for awhile, but they keep doing it! They are pushing me to be how they want and interfering my life.
Now, they are being weird saying I'm responsible for other people being supposedly "ugly," but I'm not. I'm extremely polite and suck up to people. They just are jealous I'm good and want me to think I'm not.
I don't think they are right to try to discipline me like coocoo's, like if I talk about something, they go coocoo with what I don't like.
I can't seem to think good thoughts about this automatically. This is like with Bella Thorne getting everything cuza Ellen.
I'm sick of my dad's whiny attitude going around acting beastly against me if I do some things that make me happy. What'll I do? And they don't like when I talk about this, but they shouldn't be acting like I'm bad. I have a thing. I don't think of these pretend kids as better than me but kinda a feeling like of being "bad." That's how I see kids at school who are bad and mean.
My dad is being a snot. He keeps trying to dart around within my life. He leaves offensive secret suggestions and gets involved underhandedly in ways he never cared to pay attention to me.
This post is not perfect, but I'm "getting it out" at least in some way that gives a lo down without spending like a whole day on it. No one would care, anyway. I made my point and avoided sensitive spots in ways people wouldn't approve.
So, the main thing is, I hope I don't lose it. I don't need my dad David's daily dose of medicine, if you're interested to know. This post is not of interest to just anyone.
You know what else? People even caught on somehow I was upset in my room and hit things cuz they were being mean and think cuza situations that I can't have people who look like Ellen all to be nice to me.
Why can other people not accept me cuza who my dad is? But my mom and I put up with his attitude and back sassing attitude. I'm not my dad. You think this is some surprise at 30? I don't have his flaws. You shouldn't had picked on him, anyway, like that. You just have bad things about your family, some people. You use it against mine cuz yours is lazy and too "cheap" to change.
You all like my dad, but you say I'm *beep* cuza who or "what" he is. You're just wasting my time being stupid! That's how the world mostly is. Or a lot of it here.
I don't care if some of you think I should not have a problems blog cuz that'd be stupid. So, I hope no one thinks that! It's wrong! I don't believe in being mean to me.
They started making all these annoying ticking noises in my room and are acting like I should be unappealing.
Look, what's your problem? Can't you shut up sometimes?
I bet you missed the whole point of this post and what they keep doing. It's wrong. I bet my dad makes me m*********. Why do I keep getting these inappropriate feelings?
Maybe, if I had more sleep and stuff and were free to do my room, I'd make a better post, but I'm po' and just hurt, not bad. They blamed me and said I did this to myself, what they have to do to me.
I'm *beep* mad at them being mean to me for this blog. That's silly.
Disclaimer: No offense to some people in some ways you may wish to interpret. That wasn't the point nor the message. It's not ball park. Let me know if you want me to change something somehow where you can reach me. I didn't mean to call anyone anything in this post.