My youngest aunt on my dad's side I think blew a fuse and told a relationship to tell me "not to tell" when they do something questionable cuz they mean it.
That was my whole problem. I post it on my Problems blog to try to get it "justified." There are no silly rules for keeping a relationship. That's like slavery. I don't see other people run into this in life in most any case that exists.
You could just keep making up things like this. There would be no end. My aunt, I said, "blew a fuse." My family do not know what they're doing. I know from experience they are an "off" experience. I was the one who came out sound and nice in the end. They are underqualified intelligences when mad/bad.
Also, I really use my Problems blog. I use it to make the world a better place. It cannot be an issue like "stepping on a crack and breaking your mother's back."
I can just see the list of requirements coming down now. This is a silly thing to give up when it's so important. I try to not be mean when I say it, but I'm still clear as to the nature of what's happening.
So, about my relationship. I think these things are just nonsensical. I should ignore these spurts of things happening. There's no other way, as it happens. I've experienced things like this before. Bargains still affecting my life, like if I disinfected the toilet seat when I didn't dirty it, not sure what exactly was going on but I stopped, which is a good thing and I had to eventually.
So, I guess I'll have to see what happens and just live life. Again, I'm not being mean. Apparently, they know something is going on, and time passes and things never really seem right.
I think the last thing I said was because it was wrong and a constant nuisance and probably an undue punishment to ruin my life and say it's not important. I mean, come on. The experiment partly ruined my life, not me alone. I'm supposed to be considered good, not be old and decrepit.