Do you ever get the feeling nothing will ever be about you again.. just because Ellen doesn't like that I used curse words when upset about the noises in my room but didn't tell me? Aren't we free to say whatever we want as long as it's legal, like not a threat? They were noises! I tried to avoid cursing about her. That's like a life sentence. I got no warning nor feedback nor did anyone rescue me.
Yes, I'm throwing in the towel and nesting myself a hole. I don't wanna jump every time I see someone do something for someone else. So, I don't need to ask why they supposedly "still" deserve it. If people do this to prove I mattered, it seems that's not true at all. I was very conscientious about being good. What would you do if people were insulting you all day in private? Also, if you were stuck with your parents and they hated you?