Friday, March 20, 2015

In the Moment

It seems like you just want the excitement of me flinching all the time.  That I can't have.  I'm not sure what was going on with maybe you said someone could not read anything I wrote ever who I like a lot but can with Bella.  That isn't right.  You did not just win the lottery on being mean to me.  Of course, I am talking about different people here or things in general that happen.

How does that make sense anyway just not to read what I write when I write a lot but read what someone else writes in this situation.

Why tell me I violated you by saying I won't have this?  You should not be able toe control this.  I wlile not accept being in trouble with Ellen?  I see this leading up to me being murdered.  I have goals in life, and this is just something I won't take.  It -is- silly, too.  What can I do to get it to stop where I'm being followed all around as a bad person?