I said that people were being mean to me and was upset at the cars cuz I wanted to say they hurt me, but it came out as something else. I said to help change it for me, but they don't care about me.
I didn't do anything wrong otherwise. That's just how it happened.
I guess now it's over and sunk in it might not happen again out there.
I was just using the word how otherwise it came to mind but didn't mean it in an offensive way.
Now, I'm in trouble. My relationships are at stake for this. They just wanted it this way. Surprise, I get a notice. Maybe, "it won't happen again." I don't deserve to be pushed around by everyone for these stupid social situations. What should I do? Orlando is mean to me, and so are others. How can I fix myself here. Okay, sorry. I will try to ignore all the people being mean to me.
I just heard my dad cough like I'm stuck with him and he believes in this. I didn't mean anything offensive. I just meant they really wanted to do away with me. I'm sorry about language barriers and cars roaring by that I want to stop being mean to me, roaring by with secret messages and hurting me every day. It didn't used to be like this.
Also, my dad went for my private part several times and made it move and jiggle some. He said, "Get this. This is the distance."
This was a private thought and I said to change it for me. I didn't mean anything bad. What can I do now? I said I already didn't mean what people say. They don't care. They can talk like that on purpose anytime. It was a hard situation. I didn't mean it was my idea. It came out. Now, I am the one who has to suffer, not these other people.
What more can I say? Sorry. I hope this will be tended to and I feel sorry. Fine, if you don't like me. I don't think it means my dad can be annoying to me like he is. Why do I talk to him more when others less?