The people experimenting on me kept insisting I could not have something to do with a relationship.
My mom kept kicking at the floor for so long, like she was someone I like like she was just telling me what that person said. I was upset at them being awkward. So, it was like she was kicking the floor like 30 times beating me up, like a slasher film, like I could not have something.
They are always mean, saying I owe "payback" for being imperfect.
This time, I had just been saying, "No," in my head to my dad being mean to me while he was driving me.
I'm also worried cuz I put my spoon down thinking, "Get out," when I thought this might be okay in the end cuz it helped counter something I did that people didn't like.