Sunday, May 22, 2016

Taking This Up

How can anyone related to me deny that their "being" ruined my life because of how bad all of their kids turned out to be?  They try to cover up their annoying presence as adults.  What's anyone's point in knowing other human beings?

I simply have proof because that's how they are and I see their parents spend their time visiting concerned about disciplining their children "in the process" of meeting others.  Did you know in experimenting/spying on me, they get mad at me for no reason saying my thoughts are not all flowers and butterflies?  Like, my mom will rough me around and linger with more hatred and punishment for no reason.  I will feel upset a long time to myself and eventually something will come to mind.  Then, I get in trouble because somehow she can tell.

I am feeling suicidal and often violent, but I would never hurt myself much nor others in any way I know of.