He wants it to be only him and me and then he is mean to me. He is under pressure by others to be with his own daughter because they know I am not like that, not a mushy gushy person, like with anyone including not with my parents.
Isn't it sad when people think of weird things like the only thing that exists is 2 people and not like the real world? Like, they rub it in, thinking, "Does this feel good," or, "Does this feel bad?" Neither really felt good, as I thought this in 2005. Well, a world feels good.
So, like in the process of living life we're going thru the idea of just me living with my parents inflicting on me anger of trying to punish me, like nothing I do will ever be good, no support for my things in the world, anymore, while others have it.