Upset

I don't need to worry about extra commands from Ellen when having a hard time expressing myself about people hurting me.  I don't think I flat out meant anything bad.  I didn't even mean what she thought, I think.  Who has to sit here and worry about silly things for someone else?  I am being used and discriminated.  I will continue to try to be nice.  Guess Ellen hopefully dislikes the bad things others do.  She acts like I'm over her like agewise and can hurt her feelings often without meaning to.  I wonder what's up with that.  I don't mean to be redundant myself, but I said I don't mean to hurt her.  She knows that this other person is silly and that it's not right.  She doesn't want me to connect it to her when I get upset about it, but the only problem is the other person only does it blaming her when I know it's not really all Ellen, too.