Tuesday, July 28, 2015

Something That Doesn't Make Sense

You think I'm bad for thinking of the word "k***" or my dad said to be.

When people are making awful suggestions to me over and over every day, things come up, but I don't mean to add to the potluck.

I don't want to think that word, anyway, nor the other bad curse words.  They only come up.

I didn't ask for anything from anyone.  I saw people said they watched me in private and therefore went out to especially dislike me.  Why would you find yourself obliged to talk to me like my dad says?  I don't wanna be talked to just to be hurt.  If you don't want to, you shouldn't do it.  You're acting like I told you to.  You did, and I was surprised.  Why are you acting mean to me like I say what to do?  Who talks to who?  I could have been the most famous person in the world.  Is famous people and teenagers all that get respected?  I do like talking to people, but I don't act like they are not prestigious people.  Speaking of which, I always wanted to be a singer and dancer, but it seems my parent can't add 1 and 1.  (Because why are they mad at me now like I didn't achieve anything when they were right there when I was growing up?)  What about me is not really that prestigious, anyway?  I don't mean to go off topic, but if you talk to me then it matters.

I'm sorry if anything sounds directed at anyone or seems so fact-based it's impolite.  I did feel I got these messages a lot and wasn't sure what I could do.  It seems too late.  You know, most people don't push people to be mad, and the words come up themselves when I'm upset.  I don't mean it.  I noticed I get be mean to and others no but maybe don't get talked to, like the general public individually.  Why can you all be mean to me?  I never started any problems.

I don't know what this applies to!