Apology

I don't want anyone tossing and turning over something I said that's okay but seen a certain way.  It makes me wonder about that catch phrase.  It's like everything I say is bad.  I did change the arrangement.  I guess how you treat me just kinda comes up in its own good time.  I wonder if you can think of a better way of saying or not saying that.  Maybe, I just have to suffer the special effects for myself.  Make sure these superstitions don't turn viral into a problem.  I'll be interested to know what the problem is in people's fetishes of interpretation and false associations for whatever reason, seems to exist, at least I think I know.  It is a weird thing to say, in a way, what I said.  I tried to change it and used the phrase just on myself.  It still seems a source of negative energy.  Some things are "best left unsaid," others I dunno.. I know the time thinking can go overboard into impossibility, at least for me in my experience, I think.  Ugh!  So hard, but sorry, whatever it is.