I got upset at my Gramma in old age and am afraid she is using a walker now. I heard she fell. She's tough.
It started she's been pretty mean to me in ways and even hurt me secretly but not like abusively technically. I thought she tried to kill my mom, and I wanted to get to the bottom of it. I needed to remember not to sound out of control mad. I wasn't raging in terror, tho, I mean. Like, she was aggressive around her with her things at the table, the noise of the silverware on the plate. I didn't say anything for a little while and went to get more food. After, I left. My mom has cancer, and it sounded like she was mad at my mom cuz of something I just did. It sounded like she was in tune to her cancer. I didn't mean to hurt her by wondering about that. I felt out of control with all my relatives being convinced not to welcome me anymore for some weird reason, not sure who did this particular thing.