People who curse and yell won't let me live a little. They were mean to me 1st. I wasn't mean to them. I just felt abused socially.
It's not taboo to talk about it. It might help fix it and not have it happen again.
I pinpointed what this was and didn't have to say who it was, tho you probably know if you read it.. My point is I think they're making a big deal out of it to start with. The question is am I guilty or are they? I should avoid these things, but I was ordered to come over, almost wasn't gonna. I blended pretty well when being abused into the environment, how I felt bad. If I don't wanna do something optional, whyever do it? I mean visiting people who are upset with me and don't care that much about seeing me.
Nothing wrong with posting like this. I'm trying to fix the dilemma. Someone thinks I should just go along and can't think and come to the conclusions. If I didn't post about it here, how would I prevent other things from happening cuz I'm not?
And why make me feel "guilty" when people were mean to me? Is this the new way of thinking? Did you change it in the process? (I'm not being sarcastic.)
This post is an F, but it the meat looked good. Like, saying how I am not talking to them since they have something with me. I think others do, too.. Should I not talk to anyone specifically? I think I had it unfair. Everyone knows, but they think me feeling like this is okay.
There, this was actually a pretty sensible, impersonal post, in a way.
I feel I have to make it out on my own.