It's a "thing" now to "unite" with my family, but I'm supposed to be outta the house in spirit and don't deserve no money. I thought this Emmys thing was supposed to be okay. I'm not the new bo'.
It's like being cut off from the world still at odds.
So what? What "can't" I do? I just think of curse words sometimes, like at the table, but try to stop. It's not really any of anyone's business. It is interesting it would be a threat to people who know me..