They acted like someone I like k***ed a future possible kid.
They just said I'm "not sup-posed to meet real people."
Now they said something else threatening from Ellen, about me physically.
They left out that someone else had their hand on a certain spot and I couldn't see something else and something was taken back.
I really don't have this *beep* but they never stop! I just thought of the word "k***" but not that was gonna do it and throwing around things etc.
Now the cars are at it again with their secret messages to be mean to me..
What, is someone flirting with these famous people to select bad ways of treating me all the time? Who is forcing bad things on me, people experimenting on me in my room, my parents, famous people? You can't do this!
Now, they are messing with my life again, suggesting someone and about my wanting to design myself as show.
They also had to act like to drown my possible future son.
I think there's more..
It all started with my dad, thinks he can be mean to me cuza racism. I wasn't being mean, but he kept acting like I did something wrong and got me upset mentioning that person for some reason.
Did you know I think of someone and no I don't wanna when I color? They associated the bad memory of me feeling/being upset with that. No one seems to take no from me when they are mean. What if I had kids and thought of this?
For some reason, they keep insulting me with little noises.
They think I'm in trouble cuz I negated that person coming up in my life for no reason, too, just to tease me. I was nice to that person, tho..
It's a good thing I may get a job soon. That's where everyone's butts should be.
Well, I didn't wanna think of the word "k***." I didn't apply it, just thought of it when I was upset cuz they messed up my thinking so that bad words come to mind instead of feelings a long time ago. They get mad when I think of these words. I'll try not to think of them.
They are letting this person overtake my life.
So, it's technically not my fault. They just want me to do I dunno what, but I usually think "no" and nothing bad and they get mad at that until I'm fed up, and for them it's alll the drama and they don't get in trouble for being mean.
I already am being nice to that person tho sometimes I find them funny, too.. Something's not right. What am I, a slave? I hate it when certain kinds of people are onto me and like other people tell them no. Can anyone negate as what is wrong with this person? Why is this mess spreading? Who wants to deal with it? I don't want it to have been necessary. Why are there such bad things? Did they have to leave these signs this morning?
I am not being thankful for you being mean! Who/What do you think you are?
You know, lotta smart people'd disagree.
I don't mean to be mean to anyone.
Was it really bad at these signs I saw while I was eating I thought of the word "k***" but not to k*** anyone?
This can only end in disaster. I don't wanna be locked up with this *beep*. I'm on meds and have to get a job.
I wonder if I can possible ignore these things, but I can't with what they did.
So? What can I do to prevent anything bad from happening? Why is my mom so unaccepting of me? She gets upset and doesn't get as close, in ways before. I dunno what's up with my fickle dad.
Well, yes, I was bad, but not really, just according to their standards.
I think people need to forget about me. I'll find my own way. So, yea, this person also. It seems they're being a bit strange thinking how I can talk to them. I hope they get the help they need.
So, yes, I did get upset cuza Ellen. Supposedly she takes back something because I don't want an issue with this person cooped up in private receiving these messages. People think they can be this way. I didn't wanna get upset, but I already was. If I get a job, they will probably clown around and hurt me and try to get me upset. I can't be all up in the manager with crazy talk but can call from home later about my experience.
This is all just some unfortunate mishap or unwillingness of me to deal with things when with people. Yes, I was bad, but I will try to be good whatever the situation. I don't agree with what you do to me and find it tacky. I thought maybe you cared about what you did. I guess you've sorta decided you're mad at me to begin with from an earlier starting point..
Well, hope you all have a good day.. I'll try to have a productive one. I was gonna do laundry but got distressed from this, ironing. Maybe, I should just wash.
Again, kudos to that person. I don't know how close they want me to get in the end. Some people do wanna be close, but they are mad and were evil to me and are like something to "make fun of." I do like them, tho. I don't know what the suggestions of being weird are, tho, or honestly "too close." They seem rather domineering.
They said, "Make this day not this day big." I felt stimulated/affected inappropriately.
Well, let's give kudos to the person and you try to have a nice day.