I realize if some of you don't wanna be a part of it.
I am interested in what just happened.
I wonder why I don't get fed anger pills I asked for. I think they helped. I don't have schizophrenia because I'm not all white.. or because a girl can get mad. I bet a lotta people get anger pills/liquid meds. Why does a pill define your fate, tho?
See, I was at a movie and I was upset where no one might see. I already said I'm not ruining the seat so hit myself. Well, punched. Immature and maybe immature to talk about. I just felt the muse say I need some penance tho I already gave a sincere apology.
I don't wanna direct my disagreement as anger toward anyone. What's there to agree on? I don't go out and do weird things to play safe. People come from different seats in life. I know for a fact there are big differences in different hot spots of the US that affect our ability to judge as humans.
A stupid question with a stupid answer, "Why are some people so mean to me?"
I had told myself okay no one's watching, I'm not hitting the chair. I need to control myself, even if I were in jail. It's just a movie.