Things were going good. I wanted him to stop a few times, as usual, but he keeps acting overbearing over me. Wasn't last night a pretty good night? I just feel bad and hopeless because I don't have that security. FYI, my head hurt a lot from his driving so I was in bed for like 12 hours this time. I woke up and found my meat was cooking and I had the rest of the stuff to prepare.