Tuesday, March 24, 2015

This is my blog.

I need it for my mental health.  Don't act like I was the one who had an episode.  I still get what I had.  Maybe not, maybe different for me.  I don't want this to be a deciding factor of what wasn't meant to be.  I see it's not but that it's harder.  I didn't insult anyone.  I see you wanna make it seem like it's over.  I don't need to be glorified as s*** in the light of day, tho.

What about how my dad was able to startle me and make my brain cells die?  I will not take that.  You want it to be all about Bella.  You did it right after I read she was picked up.  I was trying to think about it or not, and you disrupted me.  Then, you kept getting worse and I didn't feel I could ignore anything.

Stop making someone not talk to me or something.  Or affecting someone to not like me and you go all out and can talk to them yourself.

Stop being silly.  I will not accept it.  I don't like your impersonations.  Not all the time.  No one does.  There's something wrong.  It just doesn't seem like these people.  People have always got along with me.  I don't see why you're doing this to get back out of jealousy.  You're so silly.  You think if we live in Orlando, everything has to be round or something.

I found my secret deep down was to get rid of Bella getting attention from people that me, Christina, meets.  This is for me.  You don't just go following me around.  I can say no to her, just like you, for these things.  I don't think she even wants to do it.  It's not right to be mean to me, Ellen.  "I don't know what you're smoking."