I was upset that people are all upset at me for things I've done. Supposedly they just keep reaching further and further into my past.
I was just justifying a point to myself. I was told again I cannot have a certain relationship with someone by the people experimenting on me. Being ashamed like that, that's pretty pathetic.
Also, Ellen DeGeneres wrote some attacking hints in her Tweet that made me wonder if she was trying to fight me and give me brain cancer.
My dad kept texting me while I was watching something I like on YouTube. He keeps trying to keep me from being able to focus and better my life aesthetically as a person. He's crazy. He has a crass living habit.
My dad and Ellen claim to be listening to other people to be mean to me. It's like they think maybe I can't deal with it. My dad should not have re- tuned in to my life. It's sickening the way he is.
Oh, and the point I justified to myself was that I was right and anyone too scared to be nice to me is claiming things that hurt my life. I just felt so upset that it had to be this way. I wasn't considered crap as much before. That could be one reason. I started to put things together. I feel that my dad has prevented me from making relationships in the world online. That is totally unacceptable. He shouldn't even be in my life like that all of a sudden. I want him out in that way. He doesn't care I'm already 28. I mean, when I meat prestigious people and famous prestigious people, he cuts in the way like a lunatic, lame-o.