2 things.
I thought of a word someone used, and my mom wants to mess with our relationship with a creative excuse. I don't even care about that word. She was messing up my thoughts and tho she fed it to me too I learned not to go with bad thoughts and to relax outta fighting.
I was upset at someone for hurting me for fear they will be hurt by people who just hurt people. I don't mean it, but I detest the situation and am trying to ignore it.
So, no, I do not want for either thing to have happened and hope things don't happen like this in the future.