I don't mean to say someone is annoying so much as I feel uncomfortable about what they're doing, like others deserve to live but I don't because of the curse words I used but not like to disfigure their emotional sense of being. I thought I was trying not to curse at them. I see I have my parents online, but I was so worried I'd curse about someone not online. It was like a safety buffer. I eventually overcame it, but it took a long time or too long for its likings.